One of the things I struggle with

One of the things I'm not proud of has to be my anger. My anger is apart of me and I feel like no matter how hard I try to control it nothing works. I pray about my anger and I try my best to let it all go to God. But sometimes I just can't control it. People don't understand what it's like to be angry. When your angry words fly out of your mouth. Fake words that aren't how you feel about that person. Anger just comes alive in me and it's something I wish I could control. It's the only thing I wish I could fix about myself. But I think I've come to terms with that it's always going to be in me. Even though I'm not angry at my life. I just have "triggers". & the people around me cause the triggers. Then the anger fills me. I think I just have to learn how to block out the triggers. Because what I learned is that there's always going to be triggers around me. I just have to learn to ignore them. I can't change people around me that cause these " triggers" of anger. But I can learn to block out the triggers. I think the best way to block them out is to just walk away from the situation and do what I'm doing now. Write a blog.

There ya go, There's something you didn't Know about me and that's fine. Because when you meet me you think I'm a very nice person. Which I am. I'm a great person full of love and filled with the holy spirit. But I'm not perfect and there are some things I have to change. My anger is one of them. I know God will get me through it. I'm a lot better than I used to be and I'm a lot happier than I used to be. My anger has gotten better as the years have went on. But it's still an everyday struggle for me. And everyday I face it & it's hard but I get through it. If your suffering with anger. Your angry at something whether it be people ( family, friends, neighbors) Or your angry at life ( school, work, tragedy). Just know that there's a God who loves you very much. I struggle with my anger every day and I have to take little baby steps to get better. But trust me when I say that it does get better and that you will overcome your anger. It's been years that I've dealt with my anger but it's gotten easier every year. The bible states that
-John 14:27 - Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.

God gives us peace and takes our anger away. It does not mean that we wont go through our anger every day. It just means he will guide us through it a little piece at a time. I'll be praying for you:)