Today I'm nervous. I have a lot of anxiety today. I guess I have anxiety about my future and college and what God has planned for me. I've decided to do Liberty University Online and I decided to go for Christian Counseling. I've already gotten negative comments about my decision by family members. It's been difficult. I've never done well in school. I've always gotten bad grades growing up and through all of my ups and downs with my depression. It's almost like how can I ever go on and be an adult? I do have hope though because I'm going down the career path that God has decided for me. People don't understand why I'm doing online college. But I don't care about people's opinions. I'm ready to help families and teenagers who are going through dark times. My therapist in the past told me that about 80 % of people who have been in therapy get a career as a therapist. I'm just inspired and ready to give back to the world. I'm praying that hopefully I can one day work in a church or a mental health facility. I know it's a challenging field and you don't make tons of money. But I'm not doing it for the money I'm doing it because it's challenging and because it's what God has called me to do. I've been blessed with great people. I am ready to take on whatever God holds for me. My #1 goal is to maybe work 2 jobs in the future. Maybe do part time in a church that I will love and also work in a mental health facility. Whatever God has planned I'll follow it. I'm just hoping that everything will turn out okay. I can only do my Job and that's to pray and work hard. God will lead the way and I'm sure it's really not going to be all that easy. But I'm prepared. I think I just need the right support. I'm just happy with what God has given me. I'm happy with the dark path he took me on. I'm just pure happy. But just because I'm happy it doesn't mean I'm not going to have days where I feel angry or sad. Because I'm human. I know I've been praying for all of you. But I just ask that you all Pray for me. Just pray that everything will turn out the way God wants it to. Just pray that I will see the light and for a future Job for me. I don't want to quit I want to keep going. Jeremiah 29:11 states- For I know the plans I have for you, Plans to prosper not to harm you but to give you a future and a hope.
I know God has a plan for me. I just pray everything works out for the best.
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