Healing

Healing takes a lot of time. It takes years, It doesn't just happen overnight. It's a very long process. Honestly, I'm not healed yet. I'm not healed from all of my past and my anger and pain. But I'm working on it and each day I have to work on it. It's not easy trying to heal your heart and mind. Think of a glass that you shatter into pieces. Sometimes you can put it back together. But it all depends how much work you put in. & If you do end up putting the pieces back together. The brokenness will still be there but the glass will be repaired . It's just like your heart. Your heart may be shattered and broken. But with a little bit of work you can put the pieces back together. The memories will still be there for the past but your heart will be repaired and you'll be able to move on. A lot of bad things happen. Not everyone has a perfect life and everybody experiences pain.  I don't care who you are, There's always something that happens that affects you and changes you. What I went through changed me. The first time I changed I was making wrong decisions. I LOVED to sin. It was the best feeling in the world. I didn't feel gross, I felt happy and I thought I was filling a void. But when I found God I changed for the second time. But in a good way and the healing began. The first step to healing is finding The lord. You really have to know that you want him. You really have to do some research. Read your bible, Talk to your pastor, Get books about the bible like Ken Ham's book "Answers". If you really want to know God's real that's how your going to find him. The second step is praying to him. Praying is therapeutic . There's been times where I've wept to God and where I've been on my hands and knees praying to him. It helps so much and it helps you relax and get in a better state of mind. The third thing is to surround yourself with people who treat you well. Don't ever deal with being mistreated. Even if you only have one friend it's better than to have people who don't care in your life. The Fourth thing Is to reach out to others when your feeling down or upset. Never hold anything in. The Fifth thing is to find a hobby. Find something that takes your mind off of stuff. Whether it be running, playing your guitar, going to a park. Find something you love to do. The sixth thing is to write at night. Writing helps so much. Write about your life, Write about how you feel. There's so much more I can say but I hope these are helpful. Healing is a long process and yes, Times will be hard and those old memories will form when your bored. But always remember your loved and that those memories will go away again. I love you, I'm praying for you & I'm always here for you!