There were many times where I thought about giving up. I can't tell you the amount of times I cried myself asleep. Sometimes life just gets to be way to much. Sometimes we think about giving up or that things become to hard for us to handle. But ya know what I've learned ? That God doesn't give us anything we can't handle. I think things happen to us out of our control. However, I also believe that they happen for a reason. I believe I got diagnosed with multiple mental health disorders because God wanted to use me to help others. I believe I would not have understood pain in others if I didn't go through it myself. Receiving the news that I was bipolar was depressing, but God used me! He continues to use me in many special ways! I am thankful for that! Things happen to us, but we have to know God has a special plan for us and that he is going to pull us out of the darkness. I am currently happy. Am I happy with where I live ? or my circumstances ? NO. If I had the money I'd move and live on my own in Florida. But I know God will get me to that point eventually. He takes care of us and strengthens us in hard times. I wouldn't be where I am now if it wasn't for God. He has given me reassurance that everything is going to be okay. I'm not where I need to be in life right now, but I have a redeemer in my heart.
If you feel like giving up at all..DON'T . Keep fighting and pushing and believing in yourself. I promise you will get extremely far. Stay away from the negatives and surround yourself with positive influences. Never forget where you come from and I encourage you to read your bible and pray everyday. Once you start doing that, it changes you completely. You are all in my prayers and if you have anything you would like me to pray about just send me an email or facebook message and tell me your prayer requests!!! I love you guys, stay positive, stay focused and keep your eyes set on what's important in life!! God bless<3.
